Wow, you are bleeding pretty profusely

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: Circa Survive oh wait...and Blaqk Audio...oh wait now its Depeche Mode


Yeah I am by the way, out of like 4 different orfices on my body, right now I'm watching a long, long winding trail of blood go down my arm from a cut that can't be more than a milimeter long, I find it pretty fascinating. I would take pictures to prove it but ok thats just gross and I'm not going to subject you to that. I also find it fascinating that I got this cut because I fell down the stairs, for the 7th time in a row! It was hardcore I admit it, but painful. I really dont see myself as all that clumsy but apparently my body disagrees, because I've always had the ridiculous ability to trip on air. Yes I have the ability to trip on a gas. I know, Im totally confused as to why Barnum & Bailey havent called me yet but I digress.

SO I'm still bleeding but I'm going to move on to a different subject because its starting to get a little old. In Journalism today it was pretty hilarious, we were talking about using non-sexist terms in articles but the way she started it out was so amusing because we basically thought of all the names you call "promiscious girls" and some of the stuff my class came up with...nympho? doorknob? town bicycle? lady of the evening? haha working girl was definitely the nicest one. Then we came up with ones for "promiscious guys" and like 90% of them were congratulatory type names, like yeah you totally got laid! nice work! *thumbs up* but then this one guy suggested faggot, I was sort of offended...I mean I'm not gay or anything but besides that being really offensive on the level of nigger to a black person, it also had nothing to do with promiscious guys but I ignored it because that guy is an idiot anyway who apparentely is in a band that sounds like "Led Zeppelin and System of a Down but is also mostly Nirvana"...whatever the hell that means.

And my parents are letting me keep my hair heck yes! And if you are curious, I do not look like the picture I have up, that picture is about 3 months old and I look very different now...well my hair does anyway...I would post pictures but I can't find a freaking camera.

At the moment I'm reading Voices of the Street by Philip K. Dick which is about a man who has the seemingly good life who isnt sastified and starts to go mad, not that far in yet but its good so far. I'm also reading Darkly Dreaming Dexter by Jeff Lindsay (Lindsey? whatever), I've only read the first chapter but its about a serial killer who only goes after the "bad" guys. The first chapter was ok, besides the different twist I have a feeling its only going to be decent. For one, I never bought into the whole good and bad being black and white. I hate it when newspapers paint criminals as like fucking monsters, obviously there are some crimes that are pretty heinous and kinda overshadow everything else but its so fascinating. Just looking at it from a human behavior standpoint, just think about it. Every murderer, rapist, robber etc etc. has a family somewhere. Parents that love them, maybe siblings that grew up with them, lovers, children. It really is very interesting. If you want to read a really good book that kinda delves on both sides of the story is In Cold Blood by Truman Capote, I couldnt read the last 10 pages for the longest longest time, just because of how fucking creepy it gets, I finally did, but man that book is incredible. So I have to finish being maternal to my brother and cut his pizza for him, what a lazy 13 year old.